Admission to The Darkness. The acceptance of evil.

Admission to The Darkness

12/02/2019

i know you want to leave

well yeah can you blame me

life is getting to difficult to even breathe

i just want to drown in a never ending sea

i could write a song

i could sing along

i could write today

i could sing all day

but why sing

why not scream

let the emotion out

let it all drain

my poetry skills dwindle by the second

my writing technique is dropping as so i reckon

as i try and try and keep on trying to beckon

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loud then quiet loud then quiet loud then quiet loud then quiet thats all i hear i hear my fear i drink this beer and hope it kills me here

i sob my eyes

please hear my cries

i want do die

i dont know why

i cannot come up with things to say

i cannot come up with things today

my brain is swiveling day by dday by day by day by day by day by day by day

let me out before i fade away

i want to whisper all my secrets

cause they'll haunt you till you become restless

anger, rage, bloody, rusty, murderous cage

blood boiling and cooling

blood drinking and pooling

blood scrumptious and filling

blood leaking and killing

loud drum quiet song

god tell me where did i go wrong

i cant even write coherently 

my mind is leaving unfaithfully

my heart is empty and  draining

FUck

someone hit me with a bus

let these demons take over us

hail this saran for he shall reign

this is the reckoning

commence the pain