I Need Something. Inspired by "I Need Something" by Tyler Joseph.

I Need Something

02/24/2021

I need something

to kill me

I'm tired of taking

my own life

I wished sometimes

I'd be saved

but I gave up now

I dig my grave

The end is neigh

or so I feel

I tore my heart

I'll never heal

I broke my leg

on deaths path

I cut my hand

on his thorny staff

he pounds the ground

demands my soul

I kneel to him

It's unforetold

how I would die

I soon will find

my corpse belongs

to my maddened bride

I gave up now

I didn't have it in me

To look you in the eyes

and say "dont worry"

I'll never die

at least thats what they'd say

I'll wake up tomorrow

and live another day

and say that im okay

maybe I could convince myself

my brain's not astray

my loves delayed

I live for you

and not for me

im fine I promise

dont worry please

I live to serve

these lines and words

read them back

notice the verse

Waste your time

like I did mine

you read these lines

I wrote these lies

I made these strings

I lived these thoughts

of words and things

It's all my fault

you mourn now

you mourn forever

what would you say

if I weren't so clever